lauantai 13. kesäkuuta 2020

Ikean Cuba

Hey baby
Wanna ride to see?
all the salty streets
of love and creed

I got everything but the one I need
Can´t go back so here I sleep
Loving all the lights and the purple bleed
This is my home and what I need

Let´s roll down to the Ikean Cuba
Smoke all the puros that they can offer
Don´t mind the fuzz,
just miss the bus
Easy living and smooth crimes
Try to spell all the words you know that rhymes
with lies

It´s just a coconut
but we can laugh all we want
While we roll down to the Ikean Cuba
I might miss something
and you might
kiss

You know sometimes it´s hard for me
to realize that I´m not asleep
That I live and breath
Like when you used to know me

You shouldn´t leave me alone
´cause I might be myself
I feel like the waves
might take my breathe away

I´m not sure anymore
but can you recall
How we used to dance every floor
It doesn´t matter
how pretty we are
All we still do
is fall apart

It´s just a coconut
but we can laugh all we want
While we roll down to the Ikean Cuba
I might miss something
and you might
kiss

It´s just a coconut
but we can laugh all we want
While we roll down to the Ikean Cuba
I might miss something
and you might
kiss

perjantai 10. tammikuuta 2020

She


She´s been there all along
Covered in needs and storms
She wants to love all that´s gone
and write the perfect songs

The wait´s been long as the scarp´s been strong
The metal in the wine,
all the good in the wrong
She wants to break free and run
where she was never born

And wait
wait ´til the room is filled with fishes
bath streaming like an eager river
As she dives in to seek dreams and wishes
the kinds that makes both of her shiver
Blue water and bluegrass
Sad songs sung with a smile
Gravitation takes over as the times pass
Let her float there for a while

Don´t confuse your life with happiness
don´t you mix up love with lust
She tells her self to get over it
This might be just another thrust

Oh, she loves you, she always has
But what is there to give
when nothing lasts
Nothing´s given without a promise
No one to meet without a pass

And glare
The brilliant and crass bloom
When they´re supposed to rendezvous
like mornings when the Sun shoos the Moon
That´s how she stares at you
You are Life
but she doesn´t know how to live you
She wants to write you right
but she doubts how to spell you

So she´s hiding there in the heights
Waiting for the right time to fall
And all of the passing lights
might be the sign to enter on

She´s dirty and covered with twigs
She might be old
but she knows her tricks
She wants to know how to dive
into the city that can´t be fixed

And hide
into the vortex of reality
and white foam of bizarre dreams
Learn to love with blue serenity
Poise with Sun beams
´Cause you´re Life
and she wants to know how to feel you
though the world doesn´t seem right
She wants to know how it feels to hold you

sunnuntai 11. elokuuta 2019

Wrapped Up So Good



House of cards
in the house of Gods
What´s mine is yours,
you can´t lose what´s lost

I have antique silverware stuck in my head
Old, moldy carpets wrapped around my legs
My arms can´t move,
my mouth is full of butterflies
Your arms can´t hold me
´cause they´d tell nothing but lies
And your honesty lies beneath your touch
And my modesty lies beneath the trash that doesn´t speak much

I have called you to find me,
but the wind keeps on hushing
I waited for you to need me
but my flesh is turning to mush and
I guess I´ll sleep alone
while I turn into bones
I guess you don´t need to come
´cause you already gave me some
And your generosity ran out just last night
And my curiosity killed my last feline life line

Knight or pawn
in this game of Gods
What I won had it´s cost,
you can´t rule out the loss

We had dust in our love since it began to bloom
Little crickets writhing in our sugar spoon
You should´ve danced me to the moon,
fuck,
I should´ve pranced like never before
But here I am, singing to the stars
You carried me, though
so I shouldn´t mind the fall

You keep on laughing like you never laughed with me
I´ll keep your secret, ´cause I´m here to keep
I see you never meant to hurt me
but here I am, wrapped up so neat
The stars start to turn into flashes
memories turn into heart beats
Your favourite girl is tucked in, ready to sleep
Lullabies in bass lines, deep
Butterflies hatch out while the final verse is sung
But after a while nothing really ever begun

maanantai 22. toukokuuta 2017

Haunted Down



Don´t mind me
I´m just passing through
You can get in front of the line
if that´s what you want to do

You didn´t mind me
If you did you would´ve asked
You wanted to be the first
I never wanted to be your last

I got so tired of trying
though I didn´t understand I never had to
I didn´t understand the point of lying
and just realised I didn´t see what was true
Just saying
I always wanted it to last

The fool´s on me, I know
I thought seeing you sad meant you didn´t want to let go
Maybe you always wanted to leave
but you didn´t want it to show
I´d give anything to wipe your tears once more
and just let you know
You were the one
and you will be forever more

I know there were reasons
why we are now here like this
Feeling down and pointless
Small, sad and ruthless
You being the only one
who´d take my hand and say
it doesn´t have to be like this

If I close my eyes,
will you whisper?
If I fall asleep,
will you kiss me?
If I let go,
will you catch me
like you never said you would

Don´t mind me
I´m just passing through
You can get in front of the line
if that´s what you want to do

I´m just looking anyway
if there´s something special for me
But I will ramble on
after seeing all I have to see

I´m tired
I´m tired of making any offers
I´m wired
I feel I´m on the edge all of the time
So I´m taking time, counting memories
dissapointed with the humanity
Feeling betrayed by love,
by hate and all that´s around me

I told you once or twice at least
I´m dark inside and in killing spree
If you cut my heart, I would cut you
never thought I first had to cut my self free

But if I close my eyes,
will you hear me?
If I´ll never wake up,
will you fear me?
If I let go,
I don´t need to be cathed by
I don´t need to be saved
´cause I´ll haunt you down


maanantai 14. marraskuuta 2016

Baby


Hello
I´m a fool
and I love him

I captured, got
and I lost him

I have nightmares on Mondays
and his hair doesn´t smell like it should
I´m haunted or maybe just scared

I have a yellow summer dress somewhere
I´m dreaming of autumns when I´m afraid
Last time was meant to be for good
but I keep on forgetting

There was touches and fingers gliding
Deep breathing and long gazes
Too many thoughts and too much words
Songs that didn´t mean anything after all

Hello
I´m a fool
but I love him

I looked, waved
and I miss him

I wonder where this all comes from
and realize the butterflies may be moths
I´m crazy or maybe just lost

I have songs played on repeat if I want to
I´m drinking red wine in case of emergencies
Late nights used to be for dreaming
but one time my eyes opened up

My old couch gathered up friends and memories
Rumours and poetry
Make up, hand jobs and cruelty
Songs that didn´t mean anything after all

Hello
I´m a fool
I betrayed them

I smiled, danced
and forgot them

These songs of weddings and tears,
getting married and buried
I´m fun only when I´m dancing, eyes shut

I have stories I´m too afraid to tell
I have memories I remember too well
I could have words if I wanted to burn in hell
and I´m worried if I don´t have a soul to sell

I have trips and tours behind me and on my mind
I have unicorns and velvet jungles no one can find
I have houses and babies and white fences
and I´m most afraid I don´t have enough time

I´ve been too afraid to watch some shows
and a bit too scared to listen some songs
It seems to be too hard for me to let go
and too difficult to trust anyone I know

Hello
I´m a fool
but I love him

I choose, I want
and I need him

I wonder what happens if I let myself be,
choose to dance and live wild and breathe
Write my stories untold, set them free
Believe in all of the you love me's

What if I´m a fool
and happy to say
I got loved
the best possible way

keskiviikko 23. maaliskuuta 2016

Maybe I´m going to Rome



Maybe I´m going crazy
or just staying insane
I can´t keep you out of my mind
and I can´t forget your face
Your way of loving me
moves me time to time
My ways of losing you
is all I have sometimes

Maybe you are the one
with your striped shirt on
and your finger in my mouth
Maybe you´re just a passer by
with just as chapped lips as mine
The cuts will heal in time

We can´t be the only ones
there must´ve been true love before
All my life I´ve been waiting
but now I feel it´s long gone
Maybe I´m just crazy
not to keep you for a fool

It´s been years since I last did this
and I keep on going back in time
I remember the way you looked
when you looked at me for the first time
Maybe it wasn´t just a moment,
maybe it started a life time

Maybe I´m going crazy
or just keeping myself insane
Maybe you´re not the one,
maybe you´re just a game
Your way of kissing me
is the best way of saying take care
Your way of looking at me
says all and nothing, it´s fair

You don´t need to tell me lies
and I don´t need to act surprised
You don´t know sometimes I lose my mind
and lately it´s been lost to you
So fuck all that´s right and mind
I need to have the right to stay true

I´ve lost myself to you,
my mind is inside of you
my heart got stuck
in the sole of your shoe
I must be going crazy
to think I don´t need you
´cause I already know
your going to give me the blues

I may be sitting on this table
writing and crying away
But I need to see it coming
and I´m just not going to wait
If I don´t have you
I´m going to have this coffee cup of mine
and if I won´t have you
I have the next one waiting in line

Maybe I´m going crazy
or just wishing to stay sane
But I feel like there´s nothing
that could kill off this flame
I keep going back in time
to visit you my friend
and if it´s meant to be
you will look at me the same way







Hello



Hey
I know our seconds have felt like decades
and I don´t even know do I have anything more to say
I guess your words are lost in the sea
and I keep on forgetting too easily

What is there tomorrow
if I start gambling today
I keep counting the moments and
I can´t keep the numbers straight

I don´t know could you change my mind
but I know I can´t play against the time
I feel like I have all the cards but
never a full hand or a winning line

Hey
I don´t know which of these feelings I feel most
and I feel like a fraud for quite a good reason
I know I´ve made promises and I think I believed them
but lately I´ve felt like I need to run

I know I may not win anything
I know I may break everything
But I don´t even know who I am
maybe I need to feel what it´s like to get broken
I just want to do it without breaking a thing

I am lost and I feel like I need to save my self
I feel I´m running miles everyday
Maybe it doesn´t change to anything better
but I feel like I can´t keep fooling us this way

And it´s nobody´s fault but mine
I feel like I can´t keep losing more time
or more of my mind
Maybe this is the way I´ll lose it all but
I know I need to look so I could find

Turned into a Witch


Who am I
and who do I kid
when I keep on pretending
yet do not know shit
I want you to want me
ask me who am I
But I can´t look inside you
´cause I can´t tell the truth from lie

You are my only one
even when you´re not alone
You know I´ve got company
and I´m not always at home
I don´t know who I should be
or who I´m meant to be with
But I do know I was supposed to
turn into this witch

Turn into this witch

Who are you
to turn me into this
to make me love your arms
and your stupid shit
I need to remember these nights
so I´ll never get cold
But we can´t ever promise
that we won´t get old
We won´t

I got a bad reputation
because I wanted to fly
I know they look at me differently
when I wave them goodbye
They don´t know why I´ve turned into
turned into this bitch
But I will tell you, baby,
I was always meant to be a witch

Since I was 10
and dreamt of a kiss
I was meant to be a witch
Since the yellow meadows
and the summer bliss
I was meant to be a witch
Since the long walks to home
and the rules I missed
I was meant to be a witch

Who am I
to feel this way
Like I have an option
to be happier another way
And who are you
to show me love
When I´m the lowest
and in need of a fall

You are the only one
I tell these lies
It makes you special,
it makes me vile
But since 1996
I was meant to be a witch
and I didn´t believe this
until I found out I didn´t sink
I turned into this witch

Since I was 10
and dreamt of a kiss
I was meant to be a witch
Since the yellow meadows
and the summer bliss
I was meant to be a witch
Since the long walks to home
and the rules I missed
I was meant to be a witch

sunnuntai 28. helmikuuta 2016

Make Me Real



Do you want to see all the shining black cars with me
and drive down the parkway to the beach
and can you imagine me and you walking down the shore
I´ve always thought you wouldn´t have no boots on
and you´re footprints would tell the long story short
as the waves wiped them and blurred out the marks
You once told me the change was gonna come
and I didn´t believe you until the steps were long gone

Do you want to make me real?

Do you want to swim with me to the rock in the horizon
and plan to swim back by night
and could you stay there if I asked you to
if our warm bodies could save us some time
I´ve always imagined you walking bare foot
and driving the car with black leather boots
But most importantly I never thought I could lose
Lose myself in you
You once told me the change was gonna come
and I believed the moon more than I believed you

Do you want to make me real?

Do you believe me if I say I´ve listened to your heart beats
while you were sleeping, while you were dreaming
I´ve touched your skin in my dreams
and watched you live and believing in me
I always wanted to be real
and you were the only one to hear me weep
in the old rooms, warm afternoons
I was almost close enough for you to feel
but in the end you needed to see me

If you want to make me real
come to the beach and drive me down the streets
I´ll stay in your rear view mirror if you need me,
keep you safe while you drive through the night
If you want to make me real
look for me in the streets, cold mirrors and city lights
I´ll wait for you in your bed at night
Even though you´ll find just the cold sheets

If you want to make me real
believe in me and call my name
When you´re feeling lonely, imagine you can see me
in this summer dress you chose for me
If you want to make me real
remember your promises you made when I was alive
remember that even a ghost can feel
If you really believe in me,
swim the warm summer thrills towards me
You know I´ve loved you since the beginning
and for that I don´t need to live

Sometimes I´m afraid to die
´til I remember I already had my time
And then I´m scared of losing you
´cause if you let me go I´ll stay lost in you
So I wish you to make me real,
to have footprints just like you





maanantai 15. helmikuuta 2016

Turned into Cinder


We thought we had it,
we already got so close
We got the vine in our hands
and forgot it wasn´t a rope
I caught you sleeping,
you got me naked
We didn´t have the time as we thought

We don´t even know what we want
even though we say all the I want you´s
The dark gets us everytime
howling at the moon
as the light has gotten quicker
it turns us into fools

I just want you to say
you won´t ever forget me
you won´t ever
you won´t ever
you won´t ever forget me

How many times have we done the same mistakes?
Really, count them, count them now
How many times have I whispered your name
while watching you wave
while watching the planes
while watching his heart break

How many times have we closed the last page?
The sheets thrown out and away
How many times have you closed my eyes to say
start making up your mind
start building up your life
start to live to be mine

You just want me to say
you are not alone
you are not
you are not
you are not alone

Please let me know when to come back home
I need somebody to guide me as you need someone to call your own
Please let me move on towards the light
I need somebody to fool me the future´s always bright
You have been a dream I lost
You have been a beast to get caught
You have been too much to me
and I have turned into cinder these days
I have turned into cinder
I have turned into cinder
I have turned

I just want you to say
you won´t ever forget me
you won´t ever
you won´t ever
you won´t ever forget me

How long will it take to stop feeling a thing?
Really, how many days?
How long will it take to stop liking this game
which will never be won
which will never be played alone
which won´t end before someone breaks

How long can someone walk on home?
One step forward and at least three back
How many steps can be taken alone
without saying it´s too cold
without saying I told you so
without saying I need to let you go

You just want me to say
you are not alone
you are not
you are not
you are not alone

I thought I got you
You told me I was a fool
As more you dripped between my fingers
the more I thought I wanted you
I caught you sleeping
and lost you to the planes
So you never saw me,
sometimes just called my name
I kept telling myself it´s fine
´cause my memories kept me sane
You have been too much to me
and I have turned into cinder these days
I have turned into cinder
I have turned into cinder
I have turned









maanantai 7. joulukuuta 2015

It doesn´t give us Sixes



Who is it
who knocks on your door?
Who says you don´t need it
but makes you want more
It has yellow eyes and serpent thighs,
it lingers through your fingers
as quick sand and silver
It smells your weakness and
gropes you by it
It´s lips plead your virtue
and licks your skin wet
It makes you sour and it makes me high
It tricks us the power to roll the dice
It doesn´t give us sixes, it always stops at five
but it´s the room for satisfaction
that time to time, makes us thrive

It sounds like 1993 as it yearns for you and me
It has a thirst that´s infinite
and it always buys the drinks for free
Though it´s never on the house,
at the latest the ice makes us bleed
It makes you sleep and comforts you in need
It gives you the hand and then smacks you on it´s feet
We confuse it with love but it´s just blood and meat
It doesn´t take us for granted
it just takes us, and that´s it

It whispers:

"You know you don´t want me
I know I don´t need you
But it´s nice to meet you
and kill you slowly
I´m the serpent
and I´m the wasteland
I´m your fate and I´m your dreamland
I´ll dance you wet and kiss you to death
I´m the one for you
and you´re my number one pet"

So who is it
who calls you at 3.16?
It reminds you of it
and you can´t go back to sleep
You don´t worry what it could do to you and me
You worry you won´t be missed or missed out on,
´cause you want to be the one to leave
You want to be the one to mean something
and believe when it breathes it´s lies to your ear
You want to be it´s only, the one and only
and listen to the songs together, feeling lonely
You try to deny that you´ve heard it´s invite
and for the next couple of lives
you pretend to forget it´s right
You belong to it
and it belongs in you
It´s the song you can´t forget
and it´s the one that´s playing you

maanantai 26. lokakuuta 2015

The Canyon



I want to get drowned
in the canyon,
get lost in the wilderness
sometimes all I want is
to get lost in my own head
by myself
on my own
Heartbreaking suffocation
Coughing up the sand and tears
What a fucked up situation
I got tangled in my own web of fears

The other night I dreamt a dream of you
Yesterday I couldn´t figure out if it was true
I can´t remember your face when I´m down
I guess it´s ´cause you dont´t want to be found
You´ve grown so deep inside of me
that I can´t tell the difference between
You´re like the song I hear in my sleep
and awake I´m just moving my lips

I want to scream in to the canyon
that I want to drown in my sleep

I don´t want to get lost between the lines
I don´t need you to read me
When I close my eyes I just
I just hope that something breaks me
Something without a name, something un-known
Something that makes me cinder and bones
These dreams make me hate the reality
that tries to force me to make up my mind

I want to get drowned
in the forest,
sleep forever on the hummocks
Freeze to death so sweetly,
´cause all I really want is
to be left alone
without a home
Heartbreaking conclusion
Sinking in the dead leafs and tears
What a fucked up termination
to rot so slowly without any boldness
Isn´t it my dear?

The other night I didn´t know what kind of dreams
I was made to play
All I knew and all I still do is that
in my dreams I´m a stray
I´m so easy
and I don´t know what I want
Two bloods inside of me
struggling to get their parts

I want to scream in to the canyon
that I want to drown in the sand
I want the wind to cover me up
so I keep on dreaming of a helping hand
I could be one with the snakes, lizards and time
and my story could be a big old lie
You could be one with the engines, gasoline and fire
and your story could be buried with mine





sunnuntai 11. lokakuuta 2015

Shattered Shells


Do you have anything to say?
Is it really going to be played this way,
you denying all that was there
me trying to show you something´s still here
We just won´t win
´cause it wasn´t meant to be

You were not meant to see inside of me
and I wasn´t a part of your plan to flee
We got caught in the waves
and the sea just got too deep
We were meant to lose
´cause we didn´t know what winning means

Isn´t this a foolish game to lose out at,
no rewards or stakes to win back
You got the closest to a prize I longed for
but you´ll never know why I felt that
You are never going to know the truth
You will never get even close

I´ve written our stories in the night sky
I´ve played all my cards quite right
as right as I could´ve in this state of mind
Do you have anything to say?
It seems like you don´t care that I got tired to play
One step forward, two back, closer to the grave

The salt of the sea burns our eyes
It´s like the sea wants to see us cry
Burning, aching, wanting to change our minds
It chokes and strangles
until we´re still and our heartbeats are bind
We´ll get lost in the sea
just as anyone else who´s like you or me

Your touch was so gentle
and so hard to leave behind
Through the power of the waves and water
the strenght could´ve kept us as one
But it was clear we were never meant to be
when the strain of a surge broke us in parts
So we were, just as before,
only two shattered shells so very lost

maanantai 10. elokuuta 2015

Something got Lost in the Forest



Oo, I´ve been haunted
by the crick cracks of the old house and I
I´ve been breaking
I´ve been breaking up in parts so many times
that I don´t know what to say anymore
I don´t know how to keep my cool
I don´t know is it me or you
but I´ve got myself some blues

I think I´ve lost my dancing shoes

Don´t you remember the whispers and lies,
how the old woman was rolling her eyes
As her hand in the fire
my hands are tied
And I know there´s a reason not to open my eyes
The nightmares come back like
they´ve never been left behind

O, I´ve got cracks in my mind
like somebody´s walking there
Like I hear the steps but nobody´s in the stairs
Light makes pretty shadows
but I like the dark more as you´re there
Sometimes I´m afraid of myself
painting with shadows that are not anywhere

I might be a bit scared
of losing my time and dreams
My heart is bursting and my lips are sealed
I don`t know how I could get on through,
get on through and get close to you
When my head is filled with memories
fear and fright left in my old room

Don´t you know my mind is haunted
and I´ll never know what I truly want
I´m chasing nothing but ghosts
Ghosts I left back home
And I don´t know how to keep my cool
And I know it´s not me or you
but I think I´ve got myself some blues
I just need to find my dancing shoes

tiistai 14. heinäkuuta 2015

Yesterday is just a day away



The taste of your sweet, sweet lies
drain on my lips as you make me close my eyes
By your side
it´s so much harder to remember the time
Remember all that´s worthy
remember everything´s fine

All the gloom of yesterday
wanders on my skin by your display
You don´t let me go insane
and that´s what´s wrong with this game
Give me all or nothing just
don´t leave me hanging on this way

I´m too tired to fight with you
or deny what´s growing here
You keep saying that I´m not a fool
but how you could be the one to know
You want to keep the control
and I just hate to hang around
We´re burning it up real slow
though the fire was never allowed

The taste of your sweet, sweet lies
burn my lips even when you´re not around
By your side
it was always so easy to forget the time
Let´s keep on forgetting
all the places we could´ve left behind

Let´s say
France and LA
London, Vienna and Spain
Route 66
all the way

Maybe I don´t want to wake up at home
maybe I want to keep on going insane

Sweet lies
keep me up
and keep me going insane
Let´s keep on forgetting
what it felt like the next day


sunnuntai 12. heinäkuuta 2015

Fire Inside



Well what are you dreaming of,
what did you have in mind?
She could touch your head slowly
and lose it all for life
Your hair smells like ocean
and some teen spirit and wine
Her finger tips painted as the eve sky
makes you grab them tight
Look her in the eye and say where to go
Is it your place or the city night or home
She could make you lose it all
if you´d tell her she should be sleeping alone

Well what does she want from you,
does she know you can not go?
Parts of you must´ve been left to 1992
when your lips turned old
You guess she wants you,
you wonder while touching her hands
Look her in the eye and ask
is she ready to have you as her man
Everybody else seems empty
or too full of liquor and lies
You ask her yet not wait for the answer
you get closer and qrab her thigh

You stare at her gasp
looking you into the eye
She must be living her dreams now
you so close to her she pounds inside
Love, she wants you
her lips are trembling and her gaze is fire
You don´t even know what you feel for her
is it pure or filled with twisted desire
She touches your hair and you know now
she made you lose the night and yourself
You cuff your lips on hers and it´s gone now
The past & the future´s gone and right this is right now

You dived into the ocean you cannot arise from
the waves hold you both tightly
and finally you´re not alone
It feels like both of you breathe through each other
and as you´d have shared your heart
as it pumps blood and glimmer and is hotter
at each detonation you share together

What it could´ve been or how it should´ve gone
doesn´t matter ´cause there´s no more time to run
She wipes her lips and you plan to let her go
You walk away like after an explosion
that you seemed to set up inside her
You made her glow
Now she crackles after your back
She rustles and falls to pieces behind
But now you know
You made her glow
and now you never need to go back
and you´ll be just fine in time






torstai 4. kesäkuuta 2015


He´s singing pretty little lies
about fire and about time
when album covers on the floor meant
only sex and a good time

I´m looking at him and nodding my head
Thinking, and watching, and grinding my leg
Yearning, and waiting
Let´s get the fuck out and wake up in your bed

He´s so full of shit but he knows how to play it cool
I´m playing like I don´t know it,
I like to play by the rules
It´s just that sometimes I forget the book

He´s singing "ooh, baby, baby"
and looking my eye
Want´s to lick his lips I´m sure
but I got first to lick mine

sunnuntai 10. toukokuuta 2015

Arise



Tell me a joke
I want to know
Just what kinds you like
And when it gets bright
and Sun´s about to rise
I´ll go and get home

Should´ve, could´ve, would´ve



I miss you, I´m missing him,
I need him to get under my skin
I need someone to know
what it feels like when there´s something
something that can´t be put into words
But something
something that can only get worse

It should´ve been love
It should be cry
There should be tears falling from the sky
It should be dark if it gets cold
and you should be near when I get old
It should be something else
than this
when cry doesn´t come and all I do is
miss

There´s memories in the air
but I still haven´t made that charm
and you´re not around
Like what the fuck
You should be right here next to me
listening to these sad songs and
laying your hand on me
Kissing softly my cheek and
tasting like dark wine
I should´ve not had

I need you, I´m needing him
I need him to kiss away this grim
I need someone to know
what it feels like to bury something
something that should´ve not been found
Under the smiles
under the laughter and being proud

It could´ve been fun
It could be sweet
There could be tears of joy falling
It could get severe and taste like sin
and you could be the one taking me in
When it gets rough and it gets cold
and I couldn´t fake anymore to be bold
maybe I could weep

Like hey, where are you now,
when I´m ready to fall and
I´m giving it all
to anyone who wants a part of me
A limb or thought, I know
word´s a sword
Fuck, open the door and kiss me to death
Love me and please take my breath
away

I know it´s you,
and it´s always been
You are too good to be a dream
You´re my lighthouse and haven,
you know it´s true
I was just born to be a fool
I dream and I want to sleep,
sleep with you next to me
Forget all that´s not us
and open my eyes to see
I do



maanantai 4. toukokuuta 2015

Nobody Said Anything About Being a Fool



She wants to believe she got it right
at the first time,
like a guess in a game
when the branches crackled in the frost
and the heart flew a bit like a stony raven
just a bit by bit
but it still flew

He hates that she tends to think she´s right
like those times when she knew he wasn´t alright
even though he thought he played it quite fine
she made up her mind and decided to get under his skin,
playing a parasite within

Nobody said anything about being a fool
When there´s walls and faces you can´t get through
There´s some little rocks that drop between the teeth
and it would be so easy to break it all
Fracture it all that you knew was meant to do
so

So she believes what she wants to,
with hearing all the sounds but not much listening
And he forgets to tell what really made all the misery
All the softness of a good night kiss
and the pulse and beats of the trembling bliss
when they wait for each other to plead them dry
With the last goodbye

They must get stronger all the time
though the mornings get harder
and the sleep gets thin and slender
She refuses to wake up and he won´t go to sleep
They pretend to dream dreams
while the skin gets warm and tender

Small movement of a finger tip
plays an invitation
Well maybe they could reach each other
in this blue dimension
Dance away the dust of the time
and embrace like they once used to
before waking up

Something moved under it all
when they sighed right at the same time
Nothing was said, dreams didn´t get broken
Something in the corner of an eye told though
that something got left in the dream
and the dream could´ve not been remembered
Morning dust

She couldn´t get through
and he didn´t get enough
Nobody said anything about being a fool
Sometimes dreams just don´t come true
But what can you do than just
sleep on it and
sleep it on through